A word that haunts me, and right now, it's huge. My dual personality life is such extremes. People v real loneliness.
My ability to fit in, be loved and be seen as attractive are minuscule. What is it about me that is so awful that people stay away?
All the phrases about enjoying life, they mean nothing. If feeling so tired is what life is about, I don't want to wake up any more. Who would look after Georgie though if I died before she did? That's my only driving force to stay in this life. Nothing else feels like it matters. Everything is out of my reach.
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