Wake up call

The man I know is my soul mate is going on a date. I can't show how gutted I am as that would make me a rubbish friend. If I didn't live under the same roof then maybe things would be different. I love being here though, we are like our own family unit so comfortable and, easy and safe. I can't make someone want or love me though if they don't. It feels so right when we are together.