I just don't want to go on anymore. I am so lonely and so tearful. I haven't got anyone who I can really talk to, no one has any idea of how low I am.
I've no interest in life, I only keep going for the dog because I have to. No goals, just too tired to exist any more. It's all pointless. The daily battle to function, for what?
Yet ANOTHER year has passed, another trail of reminders of being a failure. Work has been a bad move, too public and so much stress and exhaustion.I want out. a quieter life. I don't want to wake up any more.
